This weekend we had the first of our summer thunder and lightening storms here in the North. Thunder and lightening always remind me of the breaking point we each reach in different areas of our lives at different times. As standing and watching the high, dappled, white clouds form a river across the blue sky before the billowing, black storm clouds appear on the horizon, it is easy to feel the tension in the air as the storm gathers. When the first bolt of lightening lights up the sky, and the thunder clap rocks the ground, rain cannot be far off. Relief, refreshment, and a reminder of what matters most, come together in these two opposing forces of lightening and rain, fire and water, as the earth opens to receive the much-needed moisture and nourishing. The Thunder Moon, as this Full Moon in Capricorn is called, allows us to connect to our emotional needs and enables us to quench our thirst as we see more clearly, the path that we are on, and the life that we are living.
This Full Thunder Moon invites us to be mindful of and to honor whatever is building up within us, whatever needs to be nourished, and whatever needs to be created at this time. For the last two weeks, feelings, thoughts, and emotional challenges may have been building up, forcing us to pay attention to what now needs to be expressed. Some deep inner truth may have been building, rubbing up against some long-established ideas and beliefs about identity. We may find that we have changed, but are still living as if we were still part of a role, a life, a relationship, or some other major definer of our identity. We may have found ourselves thinking differently and wanting to change direction, or needing to move outside the boundaries or obligations that had defined our roles in relation to work, to creativity, to relationships, to life styles, to anything that is part of how we express ourselves. When we make changes in our lives, the significant kind that is, it is often celebrated by some who wondered what took us so long. It is just as likely that others will not like the changes, and a breach will be formed which some connections cannot bear.
With this Full Thunder Moon beginning in Capricorn and the cycle of the Sun through Cancer for the next two weeks, we will come into direct connection with what the dichotomy in our lives is all about. What we do with that awareness, depends on what each of us is ready to do and become. This is a time when many of us struggle with Root Chakra/Muladharra issues and energy. How do our roots ground us, and where are we connected and at home? In what ways are we growing, and expanding out beyond our boundaries and limitations, and what is forming within us that needs nurturing? One of the ways that this energy might be manifest is through the need for movement and physical exercise. Finding ways to let whatever is building up within you out, may lead you to do some things that you have not normally done. Find ways to express yourself, and use a bit of caution if you have not stepped out into a new type of lifestyle. Takes steps that allow you to build up stamina, stretch yourself in new ways, and open up to finding a greater sense of balance and harmony in how you live and use your life force and energy. Being open to to Crown Chakra energy input, is vital at this time. Allowing divine inspiration, direction, and guidance to reveal itself through dreams, intuition, introspection, and paying attention to gut instincts, is all necessary in order to bring life into harmony.
The Sun and Mars, are both in conjunction in Cancer at this Full Moon. Mars is a bit muted in Cancer, and therefore what might normally have us feeling like we need to act with decisiveness (were the Mars in another element), instead finds us holding our cards close to the vest. We are not so much hesitant as we are more meditative and thoughtful about what we really desire. Our need to be protective in whatever kinds of actions we take, is paramount at this time. Our approach to our passions is strong and focused, though highly affected by our moods. When the Moon and Mars are in Cancer, we may be feeling some of the energy of repressed desires, unfulfilled expectations, and seemingly impossible or unlikely dreams. Being aware of our moods, and finding ways to channel and express ourselves in creative and healthy ways, can be a big help in dealing with this type of energy. Mars stays in Cancer until August 8, after which it will move into more fiery and typical energy in Leo, where it will join the Sun. Keep in mind that Mars feeling thwarted, has an impact on our emotional feelings and experiences. The inner need for release is watered down under an emotional blanket, and acting feels almost out of character. Perhaps Mars is feeling overprotective, and so it is wise to pay attention to and be willing to look at what has and is changing. Avoid feeling like it is necessary to hang on to an identity or sense of feeling at home with ourselves, that is no longer real. Our lives do change, and we lose our sense of authenticity when we try to hold on to skin that we have already shed.
Venus has been in Leo since June 5. Over the weekend Venus formed a trine with Uranus in Aries, bringing us unexpected or shocking news about what is holding our heart strings. Over the weekend it is likely that some of the true passion we desire made its way to the surface of our consciousness. It may appear as just an idea around the edges of our awareness, or it may have come in the reminder of something deep which we have ignored or suppressed for too long. Venus is parallel Jupiter from now until June 30, stirring up our urge to connect, share, and become more deeply involved with those people and purposes that call to us. Also on June 30, Venus will form a quincunx to Chiron, the Wounded Healer, in Pisces. Our need to heal wounds and mend fences may make their way into our experiences right now. When Chiron in Pisces stirs us up, we may be more in touch with our fears, vulnerabilities, or sense of lack. Notice if this is the case, and see if you can discern what is beneath that edginess or discomfort. What is in the process of healing?
Many of us think that if we feel bad, we have to do something to change it. Or that we have done something to cause that discomfort. Look upon discomfort as a signal from your inner being to pay attention to something that is working its way out of your system. When we eat or drink something that disagrees with us, our body revolts. The body lets us know we have put something into it that is not meant to be there. We may vomit or feel pain or have a difficult time digesting. We may trigger cravings or give ourselves too much or too little of something in an effort to bring ease and relief. At this time, especially when Chiron in Pisces is making aspects to Venus (or any other body), we feel it in our physical, emotional, spiritual, and even in our cognitive bodies. When we have to use toxic medicines in our body, those toxins have a direct effect on every molecule and atom of our being. We can feel it in our skin and in our soul. Notice what is causing you to feel off center, ill, or in any way imbalanced, especially in regard to relationships and meeting your needs through connection.
As we work with the energy of Chiron’s effect on Venus’ transit, we can reap the rewards of healthier more balanced health and well being when Venus forms a trine to Jupiter as the Full Moon in Capricorn rises on Wednesday, June 1. New beginnings, fresh opportunities, and growing pleasure in love and all manner of appreciation and indulgence in beauty and love arise.
Mercury’s sextile to Venus over the holiday weekend, July 4-5, lends itself to enjoying ourselves, and having some light-hearted fun. Being with friends and loved ones, sharing in the simple and pleasurable aspects of life are on the menu. Enjoying yourself and indulging in healthy, nourishing meals, games, practices, and activities all lighten up the mood and help us appreciate what we have to be grateful for.
On Monday in the afternoon, Jupiter forms a quincunx to Chiron. This energy promotes self awareness, especially of anything we are uncomfortable or unhappy with. If we use this energy to become more mindful of what we truly feel, this can be helpful. If we let this energy drag us into the pits of self doubt, fear, and anxiety, we can find ourselves feeling lost and atsea—feeling like we have lost our direction. Rather than letting this energy sink your ship, allow it to help you become more aware of what sea changes need to be made in order to steer our lives in the right direction. Breathe deeply of the truth of life, and allow yourself to feel the Presence of the Divine in your life. If we think we are all alone with no anchor or support from beyond what we can see, feel, or understand, we may need to examine beliefs about the Sacred and Divine. If our faith is nothing more than an intellectual debate we have with ourselves or others, we may need to quiet our ego voice and listen and watch for how the Divine is Present in both the Immanence and Transcendence of the Sacred. The Immanence of the Sacred comes in that quiet, still inner knowing, or the guidance of intuition or dreams. Through the message of something you read or hear or even something you say to another that really speaks to your own soul. The Transcendence of the Sacred is alive in the mysteries beyond your own knowledge, coping, or awareness. In signs that point towards something greater than ourselves. In patterns and creation that defies understanding. In the miracles alive in a scientific or mathematical equation. Look around and within and see how you connect to the Sacred. When fear and anxiety rise up, it is time to refocus our attention on something that counters and balances that energy. Try simply being quiet and mindful of one moment, one breath, or one beautiful piece of the world around you.
A few hours before the Full Moon on June 1, the Sun in Cancer trines Neptune in Pisces. This is one of those magical moments in life when things line up for our greater good. We are apt to be in the right place at the right time. We are likely to be highly attuned to our own intuitive truths. Our visions and inner sense of knowing is heightened to such a degree that we can trust our instincts and decisions implicitly. We may find that our perspective shifts, and our vision is enhanced. We see more clearly who we are, what we want and need, and what is calling for us to do, be, serve, and understand. We may act on our own best interests now, in a way that is so clear. Take advantage of this energy to allow your highest good to emerge and to acknowledge your gifts, talents, and resources with blessings and thanksgiving.
Thursday, Mercury in Gemini sextiles Uranus inspiring and benefiting all manner for good business, news, and communications. Surprising and beneficial encounters take place, business has good prospects, and creativity is at a peak for getting ideas and expressions into form. We find surprising answers to new and old questions. Projects we may have been bogged down on, now receive new life and energy. With new insight, shifts in perspectives and attitudes, and a willingness to trust and have faith in both self and the Universal Source, this can be not only a very enlightening time, but also a powerful time for finding solutions to problems and answers to questions that have a direct impact on your own development and soul growth.
On Friday morning, Mercury in Gemini squares Chiron The Friday square between Mercury and Chiron can awaken fears and emotional discomfort. Remember with the Sun in Cancer along with Mars, the underlying issues relate to our sense of security and need to be protective and even defensive sometimes. Notice how your defenses go up, and what walls and snares you construct to keep yourself within self-imposed parameters. What is longing to be born in your life, and what are you afraid of? What is the worst thing that could happen, and then what? Face your fears; don’t use them as a trap. Keep learning to acknowledge those places where your energy is trapped, and find ways to release yourself, a bit a time, so you can put that same kind of focus and energy into something that is life-affirming.
Friday evening, use the learning of the week to enjoy Mercury’s sextile to Jupiter. Allow a more harmonious and life-affirming essence to fill you up. Enjoy doing what allows you to express yourself more fully. It could be a very productive time of the week, and surely one that allows you to nourish, express, and honor that which is growing in the light of the Full Moon in Capricorn. With Pluto’s transformative work in Capricorn over the last few years, we can now see, during this Full Moon, the areas of our lives where we are growing, transforming, and changing in ways that are meant to open us to a whole new identity and level of spiritual and cognitive growth. Open yourself to receive the goodness and light that is meant for you so that you can in turn share that goodness and light with others.
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